William Lester Agambar

I still can't believe that such an inobtrusive persona could be such a positive, influential,  (and a sorely missed) motivator for all the activities and missions in our lives.  We have gotten through but the "getting" still is not easy and your presence is still sorely missed.  This is not only the situation for us but all all of your friends and family.  You left a huge legacy that most people do not leave but then you were not an average person.  We are just sorry that we met you so late in our lives--10 years were definitely not enough!!!  We have basically lost contact with Betty and the rest of your family which is a sad development for us but it has also brought to light the importance of your being as our friend and concensus maker and your ability to bridge the generation gaps.  Of course, we have personally elected to slow down and try to simplify our lives.  Life does go on and we still love each other but without your influence, we have all moved into our individual pursuits.  This is probably your individual ability that we miss the most.  Life has an energy of its own and this is not necessarily bad but obvious!!  Just keep looking down on us and know that despite our differences, we all love you and miss you. 

Hey pop, I know it took a year to wright you im sorry. But this isn't easy for me i know you understand that. I wasnt ready for you to go yet! there was so much more that you were suposed to teach me. when im working on something and don't have the answer i say what would pop do and that gets me by, I know your on my shoulder giving me the answer. you know whats good about dreams, they seem so real. what i can no longer get from you in real life, I can charish in my dreams. some times i still try to call you when i get of work. i guess some habbits are hard to break. Every one is doing good billie jo's working hard. you would be so proud of her, I know we are. nicole is going to MSU in the fall she will be playing volleyball for them. I know what happend to softball? she ended up being a very good player so like you always said do what you like to do. and billys two months from graduation can you believe that i cant wait! there is so much that i would like to say to you but theres not enough pages to do so. Every body says that they would like to have you around for ten years,five years or just one more year. you know i would give anything to have you for ten minutes so can tell you how much I LOVE YOU and how much you mean to me. I will be thinking of you day and night untill we meet again  your son mark    

hey its me again.. one more note... Betty... well you know its hard for her and all of us.. but its worse for her! She misses you pop and I know she needs you. I wish you were just gone away for a little while and not forever ya know.. just so we all had somthing more to look forward to... You guys still had so many plans and there were still so many graduations to attend! But we have to live with whats with us and thats the memory of you and all you have taught each of us. Don't worry bout Betty were trying our best to take care of her. You guys have made wonderful friends over the past years and if they aren't more of a friend to you know then i don't know. But take care up there and I know your going to be happy pretty soon casue it will be your kind of weather!

Stay busy until we meet again!

Hey Pop Pop..

I just left you a note on my page on the web.. but since its not on here i thought i would share... First off I would like to tell you how much we miss you and how much your thought about from everyone. I can't stand to look at pictures of you and everyone because its still not real to me ya know. Well all I can say is that everyone is holding on to every last bit of you possible. Tony and I are at almost every pool league now but still isn't the same without you, I always catch myself looking around for you... and get let down because I know you won't be there. Anyways.. you would be extremely proud of everyone! Anunt Susan and Uncle Ricky have this amazing pool that you would love.. and tiff and kate are growing up to fast lol just like the rest of us. Billy always talks about you, and you would love to hear that he is im sure going to pass and graduate.. I know he wishes you were there but he knows you still will be. And Uncle Bill well I believe he is doing better with his heart conditions we all know we can thank you up there for giving him the strenght. And Dad well, I don't think I have ever seen him keep himself more busy.. but you know dad... he looks up to you and all you do so he tries to be the strong one for everyone else ya know.. like he always does.. but i know every chance he gets he talks to you and misses you more and more...And Becky im sure you know she just went through major surgery on wed.. so Please be with her like she is with you. Mr. Bob well you know him he always sweet and thinking about you. Joey well this year.. in pool league hes kicking some butt... but you know whos first lol its Dad lol. Wish you could see me this year in playing.... i' m so much better than last year trust me haha. Mom is doing well this year too.. shes been so strung out like always with work and all so I hope that slows down soon so she can enjoy life more! Well pop I know your with us and watching over us.. so just keep us all safe. Remember someone up there has got to be our gaurdian angel! LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE....

P.S.. I can't believe a year has almost passed.. still seems just like yesterday! The 25th is mine and tony's 4 years can you believe that.. i know me either but you would be so proud of how he treats me and loves the family like it were his own. We all miss you and we will be seeing you on the 25th.

LOVE YOU

 

As I wanted to say in the picture below is DAD "what a smile" that I really do miss!

You were just a amazing man.. Every time I go to Betty house or Marks house or Becky & Bob's all your friends home's I think your there... always in my heart you are there with us. I really wish that I could of said good-bye to you and hear you say to me once again " Good nite, Drive safe and I love you and give me that soft kiss..." I missed that last time... But I do come by and visit you and tell you how much I miss you and I love you. I will not ever stop that dad. It almost a year and it seems like just yesterday I spoke to you... I guess as long as I feel that way your still with us. Right!! I know you just agreed ! I know how you like water so I put in a huge pool for you last year>> We all will be swimming together. Your grandaughter's miss you and visits you too.. We all miss you !! Well i could write a book sitting here thinking about you but I wont today, I will see you soon.

My thoughts are with you always.

 

Until we meet again,

Your Daughter, Susan